I was honest in the post below, but I have to issue an update.
While I have felt anger, sadness and addled, I think I do owe you all an apology. While I feel stressed but mentally sound, I've come to suspect that maybe I'm not. I think the situation with my mom has made me not be my best self. I've adjusted meds, kept in close contact with my therapist and psychopharmacologist, so like I said, I feel like I've been trying to stay on top of my game. My obsession with loyalty and genuine friendship have nothing to do with privacy issues or how anyone chooses to conduct themselves on FB. It's a free country and I don't say that with any snark.
I'm going to disappear for a while simply because if something is wrong with me, I don't want to publicly humiliate myself any longer. I have been told so many different stories that I don't even know what to believe anymore. I have an appointment with my doctor so that he can assess if I'm off the rails. I just don't know up from down. I think my issues with dealing with my mom of late have led me to conflate these same issues to all the people around me. Again, I'm sorry.
I do plan to continue writing here and there will be no password.
If this makes no sense to you, carry on. This too shall pass. Come back later, and things will be back to normal, whatever that is.